ENCOUNTERING JESUS IN OUR
FAILURE JOHN 21:1-14 Series: Encountering Jesus - Part Four Pastor Stephen Muncherian July 12, 2009
Please turn
with me to John 21 - starting at verse 1.We are
in the midst of a series looking at Encountering
Jesus at our times of deepest needs.We’ve
looked at Encountering Jesus in our loss -
encountering Jesus in our fear - encountering
Jesus in our doubt.This morning we’re going to be looking at
encountering Jesus in our failure.
This Tuesday - July 14th - Busch Stadium in Saint
Louis - is the what?All Star Game.
Two years ago - Sunday, July 15th - the Saint Louis
Cardinals played the Philadelphia Phillies.By the way
Albert Pujols hit two homers in that game.The
Cardinals won - and the Phillies set a record.Anyone know
what that record was?
It was their 10,000 franchise loss - making them the
losing-est professional sports team in history.
Shades of the Detroit Lions.Remember Detroit?Last
year Detroit became the only NFL team to have a
perfect 0-16 season.
Failure is falling short.
Royally messing up
The inability to do what’s expected - want we’d want
to do.
Failure is “when your best just isn’t good enough.”
Failure carries with it the idea that we’re just
going to keep on failing.“Smile - tomorrow’s going to be
worse.”
Do you ever feel like that?Someone says, “When
don’t I feel like that?”
Honestly - we fail to live up to what we know is what
God desires of us - what we desire of ourselves.We fail
morally.We
fail in our relationships.We fail at school and work and
just about any place we show up - providing we don’t
fail to show up.
We are a congregation of people that have messed up.Turn to the
person next to you and tell them, “You are
a failure.”NO NO NO -
don’t do that.
But we could.Couldn’t
we?And
we’d accept it.Because down deep - while we sometimes imagine
ourselves differently - down deep we accept that
failure is a part of who we are - maybe even that we
are failures - perhaps with no hope of anything
different.
John 21 - starting at verse 1 - look with me at what
it means to encounter Jesus in our failure.John 21 -
verse 1:After
these things Jesus manifested Himself again to the
disciples at the Sea of Tiberias, and He manifested
Himself in this way.Simon Peter, and Thomas called Didymus, and
Nathanael of Cana in Galilee, and the sons of Zebedee,
and two others of His disciples were together.
Let’s pause there.
“After these things” is probably John’s way of reminding us of
the sequence of events we’ve been following.What’s been
happening since the resurrection.Jesus
appearing to Mary - to the two disciples on the way to
Emmaus - to the disciples hiding in Jerusalem - both
without and with Thomas.What takes place here doesn’t
take place too long after that.Probably
the second week after Jesus’ resurrection.
The scene has shifted - chapter 20 was in Jerusalem -
now we’re up at the Sea of Tiberias - which is more
commonly known as the Sea of Galilee.The place
where Jesus first called His disciples.
Point being that what we’re seeing here is all part of
the same sequence of events - just a different
location.The resurrected
Jesus strategically stepping into the lives of His
disciples.
Jesus - after His resurrection - Jesus told His
disciples to go to Galilee and that He’d meet them
there.(Matthew
28:7,10; Mark 16:7)Gathered there - at the Sea of Galilee - are
Peter, Thomas, Nathanael, James, John, and probably -
though they’re not named - probably Philip and Andrew.These are
the fisherman - disciples from Galilee.Point being
- in obedience to Jesus they’ve come home - what’s
familiar
Going on - verse 3.Do you like the Lego.Better than video for helping us
picture this.Verse
3:Simon
Peter said to them, “I am going fishing.” - “I can’t
stand just sitting here on the beach waiting for
Jesus.I
got a need to fish.” - They said to
him “We will also come with you.”They went
out and got into the boat; and that
night they caught nothing.
Jake - a game warden - was always amazed that Sam - a
fisherman - showed up at the end of the day with a two
or three stringers full of fish.This
happened even when all the other fishermen came back
with only two or three fish.The lake was loaded with fish.But they
seemed to elude the average fisherman.But not
Sam.
The game warden - Jake - his curiosity finally got the
better of him.So
one day he said to Sam, “I’d
like to know your secret.”Sam - a man of few words - said, “Show up
tomorrow morning.”
The next morning - before dawn - Jake was there when
Sam showed up.They
got into the boat.About 40 minutes later - after motoring across
the lake - they arrived in a secluded part of the lake
with no one else around.When they stopped the motor it
was as still as it could be.Jake decided to sit back - fold
his arms - and watch Sam do his thing.
Sam reached into his tackle box and pulled out a
slender stick of dynamite - lit it - tossed it in the
air.When
it hit the level of the lake there was an enormous
explosion.In
a matter of seconds, fish of all sizes began to float
up on the top of the lake.Without a word Sam just began to
row his way around and with his net pick up the
largest fish and string them.
Jake screamed.“Wait!You can’t
do that.You’ve
broken every rule in the book.I’m gonna
have to stick you in jail!”
About that time Sam reached in his box - pulled out
another stick of dynamite - lit it - tossed it in
Jake’s lap and said, “Are you gonna
sit there watchin’ all day or are you gonna fish?” (1)
The disciples are experienced fisherman - from Galilee
- familiar waters - they knew what technique was
needed to catch fish on the Sea of Galilee.Even today
- fisherman fish the Sea of Galilee at night.They use
torches to attract the fish to the boat and then net
them.
What we need to grab on to here is that these
experienced local Galilean fisherman have done
everything they knew how to do to catch fish - and
they’ve failed - miserably.They just didn’t catch some fish
- or a few fish.They caught nothing - nada - zip.Major
failure.
Verse 4:But when
day was now breaking, Jesus stood on the beach; yet
the disciples did not know that it was Jesus.So Jesus
said to them, “Children, you do not have any fish, do
you?” - ouch
- They answered
Him, “No.”And He
said to them, “Cast the net on the right-hand side of
the boat and you will find a catch.”So they
cast, and then they were not able to haul it in
because of the great number of fish.
Verse 7:Therefore
- because of
this huge haul of fish - therefore that
disciple whom Jesus loved - namely John -
said to Peter, “It is the Lord.”So when
Simon Peter heard that it was the Lord, he put his
outer garment on (for he was stripped for work), and
threw himself into the sea.But the
other disciples came in the little boat, for they were
not far from the land, but about one hundred yards
away, dragging the net full of fish.
Let’s stop there.
There are three invitations in the verses we’re
looking at this morning.Each one is significant to encountering Jesus
in our failure.The first invitation is here in verse 6:“Cast the net on the right hand-side of
the boat.”Invitation number
one is To Cast.Let’s
say that together, “To cast.”
All night long these experienced local fisherman have
been casting their net on the left side of the boat -
and failing.What
difference does a few feet make?This is
left.That’s
right.What
difference does it make?A huge difference when it comes
to obediently following Jesus.
Three years earlier - here along the shore of the Sea
of Galilee - Peter and Andrew and their partners James
and John - three years earlier they’d brought their
boats to shore and were cleaning their nets.When Jesus
got into Peter’s boat and asked to be taken a short
distance off shore - where Jesus sat on the boat and
began to teach the crowd that was gathered there.
When Jesus finished teaching He told Peter, “Take
the boat to deeper water and cast out your nets for a
catch.”
Peter said - does this sound familiar?Peter said,
“We worked hard all night and caught
nothing.But
I’ll do what you say anyway and let down the nets.” And what
happened?A
catch so large that their nets began to break.It takes
two boats to haul in the catch.
Jesus said, “Follow Me, and I will make you
fishers of men.” (Matthew 4:18-22; Luke 5:1-11)Follow me
and I will lead you in God’s purpose for your life.
This whole - invitation to cast your net scene - is a
set-up - a flashback - déjà vu.
Jesus doesn’t initially reveal Himself to the
disciples - so that John has the opportunity - while
trying to haul in all these fish - the opportunity to
connect the dots of the flashback - so that John can
recognize Jesus by the invitation - the obedience -
the familiar result.“It’s the Lord.”
The supernatural exercise of divine power - Jesus
summoning the fish into the net.The real
time demonstration of what God is able to accomplish -
God stepping into the circumstances of our lives.Its a
set-up prompting Peter’s response.The
response of Peter - abandoning everything to go where
Jesus is - to follow Jesus.
Remember verse 3?Peter, “I’m going fishing.”Peter -
impatiently - wanting to do something familiar -
something that made use of his natural talent - that
emphasized his past success - setting off to go
fishing with his friends - trusting himself - and
failing miserably.
Then - verse 4 - Jesus - on the beach - stepping into
that failure - stepping into what has become a
self-reliant pattern of failure.Self
reliance verses following God.
The point of the set-up - what we need to see in
Jesus’ invitation “to cast” is the connection
with Jesus’ invitation “to follow.”To follow
means pursuit - trust - obedience.Following
leads to success - a whole lot of fish.Not
following in means failure - a serious lack of fish.
Three years earlier Jesus invited the disciples to
follow.Whatever
the failure of the disciples - of Peter - Jesus’
invitation to follow remains.He calls
them - calls us - back to it - to follow God’s purpose
for our lives.That
invitation to God’s purpose for our lives doesn’t
change because we mess up.
We may look at the failures of our lives and wonder, “How can
God ever make something good out of all this?How could
God ever use someone like me?I am just
too far gone.You
have no idea how badly I’ve messed up.”
Jesus steps into all that with an invitation.You have a
choice given to you by the Lord of the fish.By the Lord
of life.He
gives you the choice to follow.Follow -
and He will do the miraculous in your life.
Jesus’ second invitation comes in verses 9 to 11.Look with
me at verse 9:So when
they - the
six disciples Peter left in the boat to haul in the
fish - so when they got out on the land,
they saw a charcoal fire already laid and fish placed
on it, and bread.Jesus said to them, “Bring some of the fish
which you have now caught.”Simon Peter went up and drew the
net to land, full of large
fish, a hundred and fifty-three - the number
153 showing us that this really did happen - this
isn’t some kind of fish story that John made up - and
also to emphasize the large number of fish - and
although there were so many, the net was not torn.
Invitation number two is To Bring.Let’s say
that together, “To bring.”
The night Jesus was arrested Jesus had told Peter, “Before
a rooster crows three times you will deny that you
know me.”We
know that Peter did.Right?In
the courtyard of the high priest Peter was asked three
times - by different people - in different ways - the
same question:“Do you
know Jesus?”Three times
Peter emphatically denied that he knew Jesus.
All four Gospel writers record that failure.Talk about
your sins will find you out.Its one of the most known
failures in history.
Did you know that when Peter initially came to the
courtyard he couldn’t get in?He was
standing waiting to get in - when John - writer of the
Gospel of John - when John spoke to the doorkeeper -
vouched for Peter - and Peter was able to get in.
Apparently John had some connection with the High
Priest - possibly because John’s mother was Mary’s
sister - Mary who was related to Elizabeth - who was
married to Zechariah - who was a priest.John had
connections and John got Peter in.
Visualize that - John and Peter - Peter and John - in
the courtyard - and Jesus above on trial.The only
three who knew the intimate details of Peter’s failure
- Peter - John - and Jesus.Of all the Gospel writers - only
John mentions that - that night - in the courtyard -
only John goes out of his way to mention that Peter
warmed himself by a “charcoal fire.”(John
18:15-18)
In verse 9 - John goes out of his way to mention that
- that morning on the beach - Jesus had prepared a
“charcoal fire.”That connection is purposeful.Helps us to
connect the dots between Peter’s failure - and Jesus’
invitation on the beach.What Jesus is about doing in
Peter’s life.
In the garden when Jesus was arrested - Peter rushed
around with a sword - in a kind of self-focused “Look
how I’m serving Jesus” bravado - cutting off Malchus’ ear.Peter
courageously taking charge.
Then - Peter in the courtyard - by the charcoal fire -
realizing that underneath it all - he really didn’t
have the courage to stand with Jesus.Faced with
his own inability to protect himself - given the
opportunity to totally trust God with his life and to
confess his affinity and allegiance.Peter
failed.He
could have come to that fire - trusted Jesus -
confessed knowing Jesus.But he didn’t.He failed.
Jesus tells the disciples, “Bring
the fish you’ve caught.”Notice its Peter who draws the net up.The net
filled with 153 fish that they’ve caught.But that
Jesus divinely supplied with fish.The net
that Jesus had shown them where it should be lowered.At Jesus’
invitation Peter brings the net to land and brings the
fish to Jesus - to the charcoal fire that Jesus has
ready.Peter
working with Jesus to provide breakfast for the
disciples.
Grab that:Jesus
- at points where we’re reminded of our failure -
Jesus doesn’t castigate us - or tear us down - but
seeks to move us forward - to remind us of growth - to
present us with new opportunity - to trust Him - to
serve with Him.
Jesus stepping into Peter’s failure with the
invitation “Bring the fish” is a renewal of
opportunity to participate with Jesus in His ministry.
We all have charcoal fires in our lives.Yes?
So many times we find ourselves serving God.We’re doing
things for God.Being good fathers and mothers - Godly
employees - doing stuff at church - at school -
wherever.Living
by the rules - obeying God - trying to do what’s right
- serving for God.And we fail.
Like Peter we find that our strength cannot sustain us
through the long haul - our effort cannot keep us from
falling short - our wisdom cannot guide us while we
seek to life rightly.When we fail we find that our power cannot lift
us up.
Jesus’ invites us to grow beyond the charcoal fire and
to learn what it means to serve with Jesus - not for
Jesus - but with Jesus.To learn what it means to trust Him - to lean
on His strength and wisdom - to follow after His
purposes for our lives.
Even when we fail - that invitation still remains.The
invitation isn’t about failure.Its about
opportunity.Bring
what you’ve got - which I’ve provided for you in the
first place - bring your life - all that you are to Me
- trust Me - and see what I will do in you and through
you.
Going on - verse 12 - Jesus’ third invitation - verse
12:Jesus
said to them, “Come and have breakfast.”None of the
disciples ventured to question Him, “Who are You?”Knowing
that it was the Lord.Jesus came and took the break and gave it to
them, and the fish likewise.This is now the third time that
Jesus was manifested to the disciples, after He was
raised from the dead.
Jesus’ third invitation is To Come.Let’s say
that together, “To come.”
A few years back I was in Washington DC with a
relative of mine.By his connections - not mine - we ended being
invited to have breakfast in the Senate Dining Room -
in the capital building - with the senators.That was
pretty unusual - having breakfast in this really
ornate room - US Senators from all over the country -
just hanging and talking - hob knobbing with senators.
Ever have moments like that?When things are so out of the
ordinary that they seem surreal?
When the disciples get to shore the fire is going -
the fish are cooking - the bread is ready - a very
simple - basic - unpretentious meal - in very humble
surroundings.
Jesus says, “Come and have breakfast.”The whole scene
seems almost surreal.The disciples sitting on the shore of the Sea
of Galilee - a beautiful peaceful morning - having
breakfast with God - who just a few days earlier had
be crucified - for their sins - and now is resurrected
from death.
There’s no question that the disciples understood.John
writes, that they didn’t ask questions.They knew -
this is the Lord - our Master - the Almighty God of
creation.Jesus
resurrected.Who’s
a whole lot more important than rooms full of
senators.
And yet, “Peter would you like some more
fish?Some
more bread?”“Pardon
me Jesus.But,
could you pass the Grey Poupon?A person
doesn’t get an invitation like this every day.What would
that have been like?
On one hand is the astounding surrealness of the
situation.On
the other hand is the kind of intimacy that we crave
to have with Jesus.
John writes that this breakfast on the beach was the
third time Jesus had manifested Himself to the
disciples.
If we add up the number of times that Jesus manifests
Himself to people after His resurrection this is
actually manifestation number 7.John is
specific - this is the third time when Jesus uniquely
reveals Himself specifically to the disciples.There’s
significance here.
To “manifest” has the idea of taking something that’s
hidden and making it known.
We get a glimpse of that when we have our potlucks
after worship.Spend
time with someone around food and walls come down.In the
familiarity of a meal and we get to know each other
more closely - more deeply.Meals take
relationships to a much more intimate level.
A lot of teaching in the Gospels - a lot of that
teaching takes place around meals.For three
years - Jesus’ pre-crucifixion ministry - traveling
around Palestine - Jesus shared meals with the
disciples.Around
those meals Jesus helped His disciples to know Him
more deeply.Even
the last supper - the night Jesus was arrested - Jesus
breaking bread - sharing wine - applying the meal to
Himself - helping the disciples to understand more of
Who He is - what He is about doing.
In some ways this meal - breakfast on the beach - is a
reminder - a flashback - to those times together.
And yet - this meal goes beyond that - the invitation to
come is an invitation to the presence of the
resurrected Jesus.To
know more deeply the resurrected Lord.To know God
more intimately - His presence and power in their
lives.That
invitation comes - even to Peter - even after failure.
Grab this for yourself - when we come to a
place of failure in our lives Jesus offers us Himself.He is the
bread of life.His
body is broken for each one of us.To come and
dine is an invitation to know more deeply the
forgiveness and healing of His presence in our lives.
That invitation doesn’t change just because we mess
up.Its
an ongoing open invitation because we mess up.
On his own Peter catches nothing.As
fisherman he comes face to face with his own
inadequacy and failure.Maybe you have a charcoal fire in your life?A failure
that’s troubling you?Things that you’ve done or should have done?A habit you
can’t seem to let go of?
Jesus builds a charcoal fire.Not to
humiliate Peter.Not to force Peter to wallow in depression.Jesus isn’t
saying, “I told you so.”That fire -
that breakfast - its a place of invitation.To bring
our failures to Jesus.He just wants to share a meal with you - to
break bread in your life.
This morning - whatever your failure - Jesus is
calling you to follow Him - to trust Him with your
life.He’s
saying to you bring who you are - and let Me do the
miraculous in your life.I will supply what you need.Come - know
my presence in your life - know my forgiveness and
healing - and let’s move forward together.
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1. Max Lucado, No Wonder They Call Him Savior